Final days
I've learned that an international presence in Palestine is productive and important, but I've also been frustrated by the situation because Palestinians should be able to live their lives without the intervention of international or Israeli volunteers in everyday violence. And while I saw many positive things going on (ex. the village of 'Asira, meeting the son of my host family who was in prison during my trip last year, the work of photo and video projects for youth in Balata Refugee Camp, the fact that this is the first olive harvest in 6 years that someone hasn't been killed by violence), I noticed that the overall situation is much worse and desperate than before.
On my 2nd to last day picking olives I was in Qaryut again with the same family I had spent a week with (Salimon and Aziz who I wrote about in a previous post). In the morning the border police and army once again pulled their jeeps and trucks up to the settlement entry road and stood by, supposedly "protecting" us from confrontations with settlers. Within an hour 2 settler men showed up and one came down into the grove and yelled at us, "Go away, you're stealing! This is God's land! Go away!" The Palestinians continued to pick olives while the international and Israeli volunteers walked between them and him and said "No, you go away, you're tresspassing." His friend who had joined the soldiers and police up the hill called for him to come back, and he left. I watched them all talk and joke for a bit, before I returned to picking. Within 20 minutes the army decided that we were no longer allowed to pick olives so close to the settlement (we had picked closer in the days before), and forced us to leave. We negotiated for a bit and in that time were able to get a few more trees done, but eventually had to move further down the hill, out of their view. It's clear from our experience over the previous week that had the settlers not shown up to cause a problem, we wouldn't have had to leave. Here the army works for the illegal settlers, and their commitment to May's High Court ruling guarranteeing Palestinians the right to access their land and be free from violence, is merely minimal if at all enforced.


That evening, my first in Balata Camp, at the home of the family that hosted me last year, I layed awake listening to the dragging and crashing of an armored bulldozer driving back and forth directly in front of the house, wrecking the stairs and landings of the neighbors into the morning. The army has been in the camp every night lately, causing destruction and sometimes occupying homes and making arrests. Fayrouz, my friend and host sister, looked around nervously with her hands covering her ears, occasionally putting the blanket over her head. She is still traumatized from the army bulldozing her home in 2002 while she and her family were still inside. The sounds of bulldozers scare her and nobody in her family can sleep.
In the morning as I walked down the main street towards the market I counted a few new piles of rubble. I watched an elder man talk to himself and stare at his demolished stairs and I wish I had something consoling to say. But there isn't much to say to ease the anguish of knowing that you are living by someone else's rules and that at any time that someone could choose to exert their power even more, and end your home or life as you know it. Later that evening I visited the family of my friend Ruby, who's brother had been arrested that night without charges. While numerous soldiers pushed into her home and forced even the young children to line up and put their hands behind their heads, they searched the house and stole some gold jewelry that was being kept for a young girl.


I spent my last night by going to a DAM show in Ramallah, to celebrate their new CD. DAM is a Palestinian hip-hop group and you can learn more about them at their website. The crowd was more than halfway filled with teenagers and young children. I remembered what Ahmed from the Yaffa Cultural Center in Balata Camp told me days before, about how young people are hurting the most. He said they are becoming more violent, not listening to their parents, and they have nothing to do with themselves. I imagine that it must be a really positive and powerful thing to be able to see these guys perform their music with full Palestine pride, and to have an outlet for the troubles of everyday. I hope they all grow up to find ways to express theirselves and share their voices and experiences, through music, art, or anything.
I look forward to returning next year for the olive harvest, but I am reminded by these stories and my experience that what I'm really looking forward to is an olive harvest where internationals are not needed at all.




















































